Showing posts with label sorrow and agony... Show all posts
Showing posts with label sorrow and agony... Show all posts

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Anna and the real world.

Anna chuckles, because the wind so furiously laps her up, her purple-green skirt swirls ludicrously in the darkness. Her eyes dance, her hands flail. And, if you're standing there, watching her... you want to take her in your arms and dance. Dance... the dance of insanity, of innocence, of eternal love. You want to lullaby her out of her insanity, talk her into coming with you because you know it will haunt you if you don't. Down the street, into the real world.

But, Anna stays where she is. Sometimes dancing, often sitting by the corner of the street throwing pebbles. Plucking blades of grass. Counting her every breath. Slinging sand at the innocent, who walk by. And, using her muddy nails to scratch her pain on jagged walls. For you and me to marvel at, there lies Anna's art.

And, from a window a weary woman with whitened hair, and raspy brown eyes...watches Anna as the days go by. She throws her crumbs when no one's looking, but otherwise she looks away. Her hands falter, her eyes deceive. Yet, she clambers with her pots and pans, with her children who run-about house with whistle and hay. For her, Anna was quite simply, the one who got away.

Friday, March 12, 2010

at the top of my lungs

Do you ever scream
at the top of your lungs
until your throat feels like it will burst
from the effort?
Not because you're pissed off,
but because you want to?
I do that all the time.
It's a well-needed release of
strange feelings i wouldn't be able
to express otherwise.
Better, and less dramatic
than watching tears fall,
or blood flow.
No one wants to be seen
as crazy.
So we must be careful to
cover our tracks, make sure we leave
nothing behind.
I scream when no one's around
because screaming is less crazy than
sharp blades, or red hot metal,
but it is still
crazy
nonetheless.
...üä